Archive for January 2011

Superveloce Mk II

Saturday, January 22, 2011 § 0

Was watching a Stephen Fry interview with Craig Ferguson (Two of my most beloved people in showbiz, mainly because they don't lack intelligence.), and somehow or rather I ended up looking up for this poem. Emphasis on the bold parts.

The French Revolution As It Appeared To Enthusiasts At Its Commencement
William Wordsworth

Oh! pleasant exercise of hope and joy!
For mighty were the auxiliars which then stood
Upon our side, we who were strong in love!
Bliss was it in that dawn to be alive,
But to be young was very heaven!
—Oh! times, In which the meagre, stale, forbidding ways
Of custom, law, and statute, took at once
The attraction of a country in romance!
When Reason seemed the most to assert her rights,
When most intent on making of herself
A prime Enchantress—to assist the work
Which then was going forward in her name!
Not favoured spots alone, but the whole earth,
The beauty wore of promise, that which sets
(As at some moment might not be unfelt
Among the bowers of paradise itself )
The budding rose above the rose full blown.
What temper at the prospect did not wake
To happiness unthought of? The inert
Were roused, and lively natures rapt away!
They who had fed their childhood upon dreams,
The playfellows of fancy, who had made
All powers of swiftness, subtilty, and strength
Their ministers,—who in lordly wise had stirred
Among the grandest objects of the sense,
And dealt with whatsoever they found there
As if they had within some lurking right
To wield it;—they, too, who, of gentle mood,
Had watched all gentle motions, and to these
Had fitted their own thoughts, schemers more wild,
And in the region of their peaceful selves;—
Now was it that both found, the meek and lofty
Did both find, helpers to their heart’s desire,
And stuff at hand, plastic as they could wish;
Wcre called upon to exercise their skill,
Not in Utopia, subterranean fields,
Or some secreted island,
Heaven knows where!
But in the very world, which is the world
Of all of us,—the place where in the end
We find our happiness, or not at all!

Pleasing read wasn't it?
 



Superveloce

Wednesday, January 19, 2011 § 0

Abnormality at it's prime. That's how I shall describe my life.

Life. It builds up from nought, exponentially increases, peaks, then slows, and eventually reaches zero again. More or less like the positive part of a sinus curve, but I'm not here to get technical, so let's move on.

At this age I should be on the verge of reaching the maximum peak. Life should begin. Yet somehow I feel like I'm in the process of slowing down. As I've said: abnormal.

I'm 22. I've never been on a rollercoaster ride. Never been to a "proper" concert per se (I HAVE indeed been to some jazz and orchestra festivals, but I'm sure the likes of MUSE or Metallica trumps it all).

I look forward to "tranquility" (Yeah right. "Deathly silence" would be more appropriate), I stay away from chips (if I can help it), listen to music most people have never even heard of. I look forward to getting home, the introvert person that I am. And the things that make me laugh most are, well, clips from Youtube.

So yes. I do feel like my youth is wasted. Days just fly past me, and you know how this makes me feel.

I am most certainly unable to predict the future, but as far as it goes, my best days are all behind me now.

Deer

Tuesday, January 11, 2011 § 0

You look alike, the both of you.

You resemble each other. Although your physical entities are not entirely similar, but they're mostly identical. Some of your traits are similar. Your history is also a tad bit the same.

And you're doing what she's always wanted to do.

That's why when I saw you in person, I got scared shitless.

(For those who know what I'm talking about, keep it to yourself)

Plumbing System

Friday, January 7, 2011 § 2

Sixth of the Seven Cardinal Sins:

Envy.

It would be downright inhumane, illogical, if one claims that he has never felt such feelings towards another, ever. The most pious of men would claim this to be true, yet what separates us is merely the degree of our enviness (if there is such a word).

I turned around and saw you, and I was jealous. I wanted to have what you have.

Happiness, and someone to share it with.

(I presume that this justifies my sins, in a way?)