Mumbles. My mumbles. I mumble a lot.

Today was a day that I would categorize as quite a long one. Nothing to sigh about being extremely exhausted or anything similar, it's just quite long.

Spent money again. Geez. I could never save. Perhaps thrifty is the word best NOT to describe me.

"Pendekar Bujang Lapok" was great. Just great.

It's like this. I am tired. A bit exhausted, tired. But nothing to feel content about. It's an empty sorta feeling. I wouldn't say it was a perfect, full day. It is weird, if you feel tired, but you don't feel like you've achieved anything major.

There's this emptiness thingy. It doesn't feel quite right.

It's that time of the year again. The time of the year where I spend a huge load of money to buy gifts for my loved ones. That's why I've been collecting from people who have been owing me. This particular card has been actively going in and out of my wallet.

Yes. The question is right now: Do YOU love me? Yes, you reading this.

Want a gift? Hmmm? Hmmmmmm?

Yesterday was easier to live with. Things were much more simple, much more direct.

Now. I have to drag myself through every moment in time. This while being in complete denial of the current happenings. I keep asking myself: "What is going on?".

I wonder how tomorrow will still be. Will it be just like how I planned it yesterday? Or should I just leave fate in God's hands? Would today affect tomorrow?

Not the game. Pretty sure all of you heard of this quote before:


So since when exams have been fun?

To tell the truth, 2 hours just zip by like a concorde jet during exams. Lectures on the other hand... (I don't have to complete this sentence now do I?)

Yeah right. Whoever invented this quote, is a no-brainer. Obviously he never took exams in his life before.

As of press-time, 2 down, 4 to go.

Lets add a couple or so more to the entry below.

16. You feel like joining the military. (under these kinds of mental torture, I'm pretty darn sure I can survive anything...)

17. You become an owl.

Due to lack of sleep, I am cranky.

Your typical pre-exam scene:

1. The only indication that you have a table is that your laptop is elevated 2 feet from the floor. You can't see your own table.

2. There are files on the floor.

3. There are papers and notes on the bed.

4. Your laundry gets washed, but not folded.

5. You realize you drink more coffee than water.

6. Eye-shadows aren't required. Eyebags do the job just as fine.

7. You can't find your remote.

8. You start singing "Jika Kau Rasa Getarnya" by Zamani. And you didn't even like Slam.

9. You forgot to eat.

10. You don't cook. You'd eat the food raw if you can.

11. Your formulas start to flash in front of your eyes before you sleep.

12. You don't shower. And you don't even care.

13. To every question asked, you'd usually answer with a "huh?" first. The question is hereby required to be repeated.

14. Sleep? Is that a disease?

15. You feel like making it big as a Hollywood film star.

Owh dear owh dear. Dearie dearie. Die. Exams this Saturday. Today is Wednesday. I should be done by Thursday. Panic button, pressed. Wish me luck.